"Dear Dearly Dearest,
Our fairy tale started on the 13th May 2011 and ever since then, my life has been better. You, have brought me to where I am now. You moulded me into something I can never achieve with my own two hands. But you helped me, guided me and nurtured me to be better. When I look at you with your arms wrapped around me, I see a glimpse of pride in your eyes; like you’re proud of me, like I’m your one true, treasure. I’ve always thought all guys are the same. But you, you proved me wrong. Your teases, the way your nose creases, it’s all this differences that makes our hearts similar. I’m never good at this entire love thing. But you’ve made it easier. You make it seem as if I was born to love. You smile when I smile. And when you smile the whole world stop and there’s just you and me…. Okay that’s a bit too corny for our own good. Haha. I miss you right at this moment, Ridhaudin Ridhwan. All the moments in between when you’re not with me, I wish you were, at a short distance from me so I can hold you and let my body speak how much it yearns to fit in with yours. You make me smile within a split second. Your words and actions affects me greatly; I can crumble and cry in a minute and with a quick twist of your expression I can dance in joy. Because only with you Ridhaudin Ridhwan am I able to be myself, and prance around like the little kid I am, for you see me as beautiful even at my worst. All along, I’ve always felt that you needed more from me that you have high expectations of me that I can never fulfil. But that’s only because you see potential in me, potential to be better. I’ve always asked you to leave, to be with someone better. But all I really honestly want is for you to stay and watch me get better for you. Don’t ever leave. Don’t ever say you don’t love me. For all I ever want is to spend the rest of my useless life, with you for only with you, am I the happiest kid, or in this case toddler around. I want you, in my now, later and in my forever. For all I want is to be wrapped and pressed against your fats forever. I love you, only you."