August 5th 2010, 2:32 am

I hope you're reading this. This will be a short one so yah. Hi Myra, this is Alvin. I miss you so terribly. I want to be with you again but I know you won't because after reading one part of your post I know things won't be better. I kept thinking of you everytime. Everytime as in every second no matter where I am, no matter what I do. You mean a lot to me & I know I mean a lot to you. I realize living without you could make me hate myself more. I realize loving you was not my regret because I really enjoy myself with you everytime. You are different to other girls in the way you think and say. I just love you so fucking hell much. I miss you, Myra. I really do.